Days 5, 6 & 7

Well the weekend got the best of me.. :( I started out good and strong Saturday with a family reunion at Kyle's parents house, I took my own salad and refrained from eating chips and salsa.. instead I went for the veggie tray and had carrots and celery... UNTIL my mother in law put the cookies out -- Gosh what is it about a super soft chocolate chip cookie that will just everything else disappear in the room except for that cookie?? Well finally I was tempted too much and had just 1/2 a cookie.. well then Kyle and I went out on the lake with some friends and although I refrained from drinking any beer - not even 1 - I made up for it in having over a handful of cheese puffs... I mean really I have absolutely no self control -- We went to Fishermans Warf for dinner - another mistake! Kyle had had a few too many and was in that really really sweet phase where he tells me my body is perfect and then orders me some fried pickles - thanks hubs - needless to say I engorged 4 fried pickles but then only had a tiny bit of a grilled chicken salad with no dressing... so Saturday night when we got home I couldnt even weigh myself I was so disappointed :(

Day 6 - Sunday - So I woke up Sunday morning thinking the past is behind me and a new day is here I can do this.. so Kyle and I laid in bed for a while then got up and went to church to see Baby Anna get baptized. Well then Michelle invited everyone over to her house to have lunch - umm yeah I should have gone home with Kyle - no offense Michelle I love your home and I love you and I love your baby Anna -- what I dont love is having to know that Smokey Joe's BBQ is staring me in the face-- I am sure by this point you are thinking "no no be strong Kama dont do it" well too late .. I had pork without a bun but with bbq sauce, beans and potato salad - yes you just read that right -- although I just had a little of each I still had them all :( Oh wait the best part I had 3 mini cookies -- yep again you read that right so there was no surprise this morning when I woke up and had gained 2 pounds well almost....

I think my last report I was at my lowest all week 123.7 - well this morning Day 7 I weighed in at 125.2 thanks to my no will power self :( but good news is for dinner last night I had chicken and asparagus, and I am back on track this morning :) I promise to do good all week ... gotta get ready for Mexico